I've Missed the Boobs as Much as You Have!

Hey everyone. Wow...it feels like forever since I wrote to you on here. I've missed it more than you'll ever know.

I'm getting ready to go meet a few friends to have a quiet bday celebration, so I can't make this as long as I'd like to. But that's good news for you guys, cause as you know, I can get long winded. I just wanted to pop on and first of all thank all of you for your birthday wishes, and your get well soon wishes and your "where the hell have you been??" wishes. It means a lot to me to have so many people care that much.

I promise to sit down either tomorrow or this weekend and write out a proper explanation of where I've been and what's been going on recently, but for now I will just say that it hasn't been an easy couple of weeks for me. Or an easy month for me really. I've seen some of the lowest days of my life recently, and if it weren't for the most amazing friends anyone could ever have, and the love I have for my mom and family, I don't know if I can honestly say I'd be here able to write this to you right now.

The good news is, there's a happy ending. And not just the kind of happy ending that we all like to get in the back of Gay Pizza on a friday night while waiting in line for the bathroom.

I'm doing much better...I'm feeling better about life in general. And most importantly, I will be able to share my story with you and hopefully help some other people who might be going through something similar. I can't wait to do that...it's the most important part of what I do. (Just shy of the showing you boobs part)...

Also, I'll talk about this a lot more in the next couple of days obviously, but PLEASE if you live in California and you're 18 or older, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE vote NO on Prop 8 either in early voting or on Tuesday.



I can't wait to celebrate Barack's win next week. We'll have a big online party where we'll laugh, we'll cry...and maybe, just maybe...someone will flash a tit. Stay tuned...

I love you all (except that one creepy dude. you know who you are)...and I ONCE AGAIN thank you for helping to save me...even though you had no idea you were doing it. More info on that later...

-arlan
p.s. All will be answered very soon. I promise not to be so cryptic in the next few days...just running out the door now...

and also, you're welcome:


boobs. its what's for dinner.